Monday, March 19, 2007

It gets colder and rainy again...

Warmed my hands up with one up-bottomed coffee cup left after smoking a rolled cigaret in the cold weather. I thought I should enjoy myself in this unexpected afternoon, or I should have worked 'till eating the night snack. Although the reason came from a mistake which Jermine made (he forgot the DV home so that I couldn't work for the drama record ), I got a leisure afternoon. Maybe I had better keep my mind in thanksgiving.
However, the matter of fact is, I wasted this afternoon laying lazily in bed and watching an odd movie, "ken park."

Friday, March 16, 2007

White Valentine's Day

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Although it was a meaningless festival to me and i had to work all day , I still felt happy just 'cause of one bottle of coke someone gave me. Anyway I don`t think that he supposed to give me something more than only a coke, but it seemed that he brought me good-minded effect of the whole day.

Thursday, March 08, 2007

something wrong

Well,it`s the time to start composing my blog in English to practice my poor expression, and welcome anyone to infer out where the faults i do.

This is a suck day. Everyone I used to be familiar with is strange to me, and i have no idea about what wrong it is. Is it the problem that i didn`t take part in the athletic competition of all the Fine Art colleges this year, didn`t wave my flag and didn`t shout the battle cries for our group?? So everyone of you saw me as a stranger out of your world, even no greeting.

How desperate!! It seems that I lose something important again, especially which I treat it as my treature during those pass years. Now, I get alone again, and spend most of my life on craming and the business I promised but which is not about where I belong to.
I`m very confused about how to live a life here without any passion. Worse of all, Those who I can share with now are far away here or are seldom to appear at the special time i can`t be. but i really need warm support and reliableness from who called friends...

Anyway, my English exression really need improved.

Thursday, March 01, 2007

my first time

那是個晴朗的午後
帶著些許忐忑的心情
找到電話裡相約的那個小樓梯
有些陡
沒想到上去後卻別有洞天
整片的落地窗,可以看見對街交叉路口熙熙攘攘的車水馬龍

他有雙圓圓的眼睛
亮亮的 看上去總帶著些許笑意
頭髮不長 簡單俐落沒什麼造型
感覺年約而立 卻有種大男孩的氣息
而且還是學歷不錯的那種

椅子很舒服
他端來一杯藍色的液體
看起來像剛睡醒
輕輕地 帶著一點慵懶的語調說
有一點苦唷
他讓我微微張著嘴
用那液體慢慢麻醉我的神經

褪去了我的外衣
臣服於他的溫柔鼻息
但其實眼睛還是會偷瞄一下液晶螢幕上的Trave and Living
他慢慢的進入
帶來了陣陣疼痛
和連串輕聲的對不起
漸漸的 痛楚轉為酥麻
隨著不適感的減輕
他也逐漸加強力道
順著他的頻率 我顫抖的肩彷彿要與上下抽動的腰身分離
越來越猛烈的擺動挾雜著紅色的體液
試過了數種角度與姿勢後
他喘息著說 讓我們稍微休息

不一會兒
他轉身回來
馬上進入最後的衝刺期
他的大手貼著我的臉頰
讓我的上身緊緊地埋入他的懷裡
以便施力

經過一小時的奮戰
終於
那個令人期待已經的時刻將要到來
就在那個汗雨淋漓的當下
我聽見他說
要 出 來 了
































我那號稱歪得最離譜的智齒終於被拔掉了
用掉兩支麻針 兩倍縫線
還得禁煙禁酒禁咖啡
戲劇系的學姐說 你乾脆去死算了!!