Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Please come someone cheer me up!!

"Weird!! It's tough for me to weep though I'm in a deep sorrow" I wrote it down on my msn display name couple days ago. Last weekend were the worst time I've ever passed. In the Fri. morning, when getting the Toefl score on the official web, I knew everything went wrong. ( Do me a favor; never ask me how it is.) Does it mean that I lose my hope to go abroad? However, I deserved it. It truly proves the phrase "no pain, no gain." and makes me realize that my English is still not good enough.

On Sun. we those staff working on the students consultant center got together to Jiou-Fan for fun, but it was really rainy and crowd there. Lingering less than 3 hrs, we transfered to the temple street in Ji-Lon just because of some guys' suggestion. Attention! If someone would like to go to that street, please do not go over before the sunsets, or he must fuck himself boredly to death just like us, coming back Guandu very early. Anyway, the tight and bad schedule made me felt worse.

My friend, Shiau-Li told me that the best period to fall in love are in December and during summer vacation. I admitted that recently I was in my oestrus, and listed a ideal mate list inTNUA. Unfortunately, they were neither gay, nor available. Worst of all, I decided to hold a homo big party on campus which would keep one week to be my last creation work by these 4 years hoping
it's scope could reach the form of Public Art.

Nevertheless, it is sarcastic that the host have kept single for 22 years, isn't it??

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

睡不著...
王菲唱的〝色盲〞一遍又一遍地播著




Thursday, October 11, 2007

閃死了

天壓
一大早就被隔壁叫床的聲音吵醒
重點是........






是兩個男的...

Sunday, October 07, 2007

Fresh man

..............................

我不想再找了
像是得了失心瘋一樣
颱風夜的
桌面上滿滿的無名陌生人相簿

如果有緣 就讓我談場戀愛吧

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

凌晨4:43 有種想哭感覺

不知道是不是因為鬼月總讓人心靈脆弱


晚餐過後,不小心又在電視機前面昏睡過去
3:27醒來,看見閃爍的螢幕上有兩篇MSN的留言

小朋友告訴我系上網站上有份大蘋果的申請計畫

一根煙過後,我打開了那個網頁
心裡頭,有渠微微的暖流經過

暗自了解機會也許不大
畢竟我沒有特別卓越
也沒有比別人認真在累積自己的作品
這種隨性而為反成了自我鬆懈的良好藉口
但仍然為了網路那一端的關心而備受感動

iTune輪到楊乃文的歌
我真的覺得想哭 只是眼淚依然掉不下來

為什麼縱聲大哭會比期末考還難??

而小朋友的簡訊仍沒機會成為壓死駱駝的最後一根稻草
或許該說 嗆死喜瑞士貓的最後一根煙吧!

這個暑假似乎也到尾聲了
我 真的 好想出去玩

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

禍不單行

每年都得住一次院
原本以為今年會平平順順的渡過
沒想到還是進了醫院
這次突然其來的腸炎反映出爸媽長期溝通的癥結
兩個急性子 在理當平靜溝通應變的時候反而越吵越兇 互相埋怨

在北港的媽祖醫院陪了奶奶兩個晚上
原本以為已經快要康復了
卻在我又回到台北的第二天情況惡化 然後又感冒
那天也是爸媽吵得最兇的一天
爸出手傷了媽 在車庫咆哮
媽挑釁的話激怒了爸 卻只會呆坐原地哭哭啼啼
同一個晚上接到兩通電話
一個大聲斥責對方的不是
一個一把鼻涕一把眼淚的敘述自己的委屈

面對這種況似八大 民視情節的連續劇碼
我除了無奈 還帶了點憤怒與慚愧
憤怒著他們的不理智與小孩子氣
慚愧自己明明沒什麼比照顧奶奶還重要的事卻像其他不要臉的親戚一樣死賴在台北
iBT的考試仍燃沒報名
美加補玩得教材至今動都沒動
更遭的事 還跟Sarah失去了連絡


現在的心情是我真的不知道自己該做些什麼....