閃死了
天壓
一大早就被隔壁叫床的聲音吵醒
重點是........
是兩個男的...
Who used to be called Ching now is Leslie, but actually he want to become "Justin Taylor" who's a role from "Queer As Folk." He hopes that some day his "Brian" would walk to him from his daydream.
2個半小時的睡眠
7:06醒來
揉揉你前額的頭髮
你說
你很享受別人幫你抓頭髮的感覺
熟睡的樣子還是跟8年前一樣
我永遠記得那個學期末
最後一天要考數學
你還把〝點線面〞放在腳邊
那晚
我幾乎失眠
深怕被舍監發現
用棉被把自己裹起來
你掀開棉被
說,你想悶死自己壓
老冷氣機轟隆作響
天就這樣亮了
你睡得很沈
......
像是過了一天48小時的日子
只睡了5個小時
很累
卻因為一個熟悉的早晨
而覺得心底很踏實
還以為
我就要厭倦這裡了咧
看來
你還有得等吧
"喂~你是誰..."
"....how could u get my number??"
"well, but i`m Taipei now..."
"Jesus! u just land down here!!"
"i mean cross the Pracific...."
"ok,i`ll be there, give me half of hour"
"see u later"
how can the others always pay few attention after adding me,
even ignoring me
just because i`m Taiwanese or far away from them??
i feel very desperate :(
LOVE IS BLIND
LOVE IS ONLY SORROW
LOVE IS NO TOMORROW
SINCE YOU WENT AWAY
LOVE IS BLIND
HOW WELL I REMEMBER
IN THE HEAT OF SUMMER PLEASURE
WINTER FADES
HOW LONG WILL IT TAKE
BEFORE I CAN’T REMEMBER
MEMORIES I SHOULD FORGET
I’VE BEEN BURNING
SINCE THE DAY WE MET
LOVE IS BLIND
LOVE IS WITHOUT A MERCY
LOVE IS "NOW YOU’VE HURT ME
"NOW YOU’VE GONE AWAY"
LOVE IS BLIND
LOVE IS NO HORIZON
AND I’M SLOWLY DYING
HERE IN YESTERDAY
IN THE MORNING
WAKEN TO THE SOUND OF WEEPING
SOMEONE ELSE SHOULD WEEP FOR ME
NOW IT’S OVER
LOVER, LET ME BE
LOVE IS BLIND
LOVE IS YOUR CARESS
LOVE IS TENDERNESS
AND MOMENTARY PAIN
LOVE IS BLIND
HOW WELL I REMEMBER
IN THE HEAT OF SUMMER PLEASURE
WINTER FADES
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這是偶然間得到的一首歌
喜歡椎名林擒
那種近乎聲嘶力竭的詮釋
倒像是一種哀悼
彷彿已經完結
雖然每每聽到
love is only sorrow
love is no tomorrow
都會有股想放聲大哭的衝動
最近兩位友人失戀
兩位友人傳出佳音
兩位友人仍在他們的遠距離愛情中努力著
而對於一個
等待一份感情二十年的人而言...
Chinh說
這累積這麼久的能量
實在叫人擔心
pei-wen lift her bottle
hope you come out !!