A special Sat. night

last Sat. night, I went to TFAM with BABY(that's just her nickname, not my really "baby.") The junior came with me is a innecent girl whose major is theater. She seems to have less interest in love and man, and her point views of life are simple and childlike. I'm really confused how she could survive in the theater college!! No wonder another senior said that she may be agamonogenesis, which means asexual reproduction, and after laying an egg, she must cry out "wow~ that's an egg!!" Due to that, everyone can imagine how innocent she is.

It had been so long since the last time I went to the museum. However, there remains nothing special, and most exhibitions were getting boring. The purpose I went there was just the equirement from my calligraphy class teacher who said that there's a comtemporay calligraphy show held by some alive calligrapphy artists. Following my above opinion: nothing touched me, but there's a solo show on the 1st foor called 蘇新田循環空間繪畫回顧展. Mr. Su who comes from the same hometown with me is a really specific "scholar," and just a scholar. Although his knowlege is very wild which help him a lot develop his creation theory very deeply, all his seems not able to support his theory. Most of them look like similar and without any advenced shift, even developing several decades.

After tiredly went out from the meseum, I rode BABY to the nearby MRT station making sure that she could go home safely. Then, I transfered to another appointment. After lossing a length of time, I final found the 'flying house' where is a tiny dance studio hidden on the Rd. Jilin lane236. There was a special musicale, but I was extremely late so that i missed it. However, I met Shia, an odd but sensible girl. I got the information form her blog and both agreed to attend this special activity. Besides, although she knew that I must be late, she was still waiting there for me.

According to Shia's discription, the mmusicale was interactive. It began with some professional drumming performers, and there were other kinds of simple instruments that every audience could choose and take part in. But most of them were too shy to move on. Shia was the fist volunteer, and her attending warmed up the whole atmosphere. However, she couldn't satisfy with that her behavior just inspired purely folloewers. Therefore, she was very glad of my appearance, because I could always have fun with her, at least not as shy as those people.

Despite of few audience left after the musicale, there cames a little dance party. Without cigarette, alcohol and hit-hop, this party was totally differed with the general club party. Two performers drummed with the stereo playing the new jazz or some special tribal or other country music, such as Hindoo, Fromingo, and others could dance with freedom. In fect, the dance were no one except Shia and me, but I really enjoyed dancing with Shia and fully released myself. Following the music, Shia suggested us to keep close sensing and reactiing each others' movement without touch rather than to use those steps we learned or uesd to do. That was truely fun. It caused me remind one of the activity the performance method teacher used. We were fascinated with our dancing, the drummers and couple of the audience kept their eyes on us with joy. As Shia's words: we are natual high.

Suddenly, Shia told me that judging to my dancing, I must be good at making love, so I responded her that I'm too picky about my fuck body so that I'm still a vergin. After listening, she asked me if she consists with my conditions. Because I knew that she was not kidding, 'not enough!' was my answer. More surprisingly, she was so happy that I'm not limit my fucking right to all the male. She's really odd, isn't she??

We kept dancing until she had to take the last MRT.

再 見玉蘭花

前幾天 我又聞到玉蘭花的味道
每一次聞到那樣甜膩
都覺得生命中又將出現未知的變卦

小時候
後邊阿婆的前庭是我們那幾戶中唯一有種玉蘭花的人家
有時跟奶奶過去串門子時
阿婆總會用長竿子打落幾朵
而那些落地的芳華當天就會出現在大廳的供桌上
和繚繞的線香 對空鳴唱

初三的誠意樓中庭重滿了玉蘭花
高高的樹梢結滿了豐潤的芬芳
每次散步總會刻意繞過那兒
拾起那些殞落且尚留餘韻的軀殼
小心翼翼地放進折好的紙盒
在悄悄地放到那些別具意義的人的桌上

高中偶爾會在新大樓的走廊聞見同樣的味道
但前前後後無處見著玉蘭花
總會猜想 是哪牌洗髮精的香料
然後找遍斗六各家洗髮精架上
卻被坎妮的廉價薰瞎
碰了水後完全走了調樣

而今 我又突然聞見了玉蘭花
只是 這附近哪裡有玉蘭花？？

new hairdo

清晨 做了一個怪夢 沒睡幾個小時就醒了

傍晚 又去剪了個T頭
有點開心 因為服務很好
接著和Mikey去華納看〝六號出口〞
還不賴 尤其是那個櫃台賣票可愛的鴨舌帽男
長得超可口的 可惜自己沒種去要電話
哈哈 還要孬（註1）幾年壓

邁向小gay之路 ya~


註1:此字念“ㄏㄨㄞˋ〞（音同〝壞〞），且從〝子〞部，會意字。

幹

我是真的病了
對任何事都提不起勁
該做的事完全無法動
然後因此焦濾

對仍願意跟我相處的人
心生厭惡

對心有好感的人
卻沒種告白

我想，我是不是該吃藥了

one of my sis's diary

one of my sis's diary

hahaha，實在太好笑啦！
偶然發現我妹的網誌
沒想到這麼挖苦我的文章 竟然還讓我差點笑斃在電腦前
（因為我室友都在睡覺壓，我總部能用我那威震八百的笑聲讓整棟宿舍的人以為發生火警吧）

改天找機會匿名捉弄她一下XD

hanged out with Alicia again

Last weekend, I went to 3 bars with another good friend, Alicia.

After being sinking into my bed for half day, I woke up in the dusk. I was busy going to Merica because I had been late.
When I came there, it was 10 min. only till the break time, I still entered the classroom finding a seat with shame. At the break time, the boy I was fascinated by at first eye turned around and gave this way a enchanting smile, ( ooh~ I must melt and be killed if he came forward. ) but eventually he leaf his seat without returning. Yes, he went out of this classroom at the break time, the time I just came less 20min..Then, I found my heart went with him, ok!ok! I knew that it was excuse for my less concentration.

After finishing the rest class, due to the sufficient sleep, I felt over-energetic. Additionally, it was pouringly raining, so I decided to go to some bar and then to DunNan eslite doing some reference research of my term report until I could take the first metro back to Guando. So I started to call some people in my cellphone list. while rejecting by several times, Alicia accepted my invitation like the beacon surviving the drowning me.

First, we went to the VT(very temple), which is invested by some of our teachers and some active Artist in Taiwan, because some teacher, Zueizhon Yao, held his exhibition there. This studio separate its space into 2 parts, where are bar and gallery. However, both Alicia and I agreed that the bar was not suitable for us, and the show was nothing special. we decided to go to Bill's bar, on tap, who is Alicia's friend.

I've been to on tap once, was taken by Alicia as well. I strongly addicted to the England beer there called Strongbow, which tastes precise and smooth like champagne without the bitterness of most beer. But this time when I came, I felt something
changed. It was hard to describe what kind of reason I felt. It was due to the atmosphere, although it started selling food there. Maybe just the people there made me think it different. All the foreigners sat as their groups looking a little unfriendly.
For example, one with strange leather coat gave me a look up and dawn without saying anything when he borrowed a chair from our table. I really wanted to remind him that please watch your manner out. Alicia told me that most foreigners here confused why most Taiwanese coming here talk in Chinese, which is the language they can't take part in, so they finally make decision to gather in their groups.

While we were ready and beginning talking, Bill came forward our table. Being a boss, he couldn'tsilently overlook any of his guest, especially Alicia is one of his friends, so he moved his dinner (though it was time for night snack ), and supposed to stay talking with us. Actually, I got alone and isolated because not only my english is not as good as Alicia's but also the topic they talked has less interests at me. Therefore, what I only could do just finished my not spicy chili-cheese fries silently. Perhaps the atmosphere around me transmitted and effected Alicia. She looked bored when talking with Bill. However, I was really astonished her that she could present so many topics in English and communicate with Bill influently, such as the people here or the Chinese conception about the relationship which great differs with the American.

But I still involved some of their talking, and successfully transfered the subject into what I was more interesting in. Given by Bill's words, he who comes from NY, thought that Taiwanese are really friendly and make Taipei a kindly and sweet city. In addition, it is impossible to feel dull at the Taipei's night life, but comparing with the huge America, it is possible to do nothing at where far from the urban when the dusk comes. Moreover, I tried to mention one of the cities appealing to me, Pittsburgh. Bill told me that Pittsburgh is the only place for fun in Pennsylvania. he said there is like Taipei, and reminded me don't miss the night activities there. Haha! even though I was a dull boy in front of Alicia, getting those words from Bill was enough for me, and made my mind listing Pittsburgh as one of my destinations.

After talking a while, I decided not to continue this networking, so I used a suck reason that I was still hungry so that I would like to go out for something to eat. we leaf that bar. Actually what I really wanted to do is find another place to relieve myself, because the original reason I decided for hang out is that I don't want to go back when still keeping awake rather than I just took a seat and listened hardly to those words I was not really interesting.

We were walking on the street and kept talking. It was the second time we did. Alicia is a good partner to wander on the Taipei night street. You can enjoy your steps and don't be afraid that she might cry herself tired. On the other hand, the best choice for next time was MOD, where a good friend Shiaupeng used to take me to. I like the cocktail there which is really really professional. The alcohol their bartender compose never give a shit with amount of juice or soft drink. I hoped I could make myself miss Shiaupeng by sitting at MOS, but I lost myself block by block. Finally, we got the bar, and things as usual. The cute ABC bartender still stood behind the bar, the music repeated again and again with the similar melody, but this time I came with Alicia.

We took seats in front of the bar, and I order the long island. Alicia preferred to the on tap because of Bill, who she is familiar with, and it was about close the bar. I felt better and started to enjoy this night although we just stay a while for the glass emptied.